(Diary) I love my family. I especially love the chance to take care of my aging mother. And I love how much *easier* everything is in the states. But I miss Ukraine and my friends in ukraine, and I feel like it is my home. I don’t think of anything in america with fondness, only utility. I think of europe as lower in utility but with greater fondness. And I think of the eastern europeans with more than fondness – with love. (((They))) Killed america as fast as (((Christianity))) killed Rome. The only question is, will we do something about it, or bring about a new dark age for having failed to?